SCHOOLS DONE FOR ME!!

sooo i had my last day of school today.. finals done and all!! =D so glad this school year is over.. i was pretty close to completely hating it.. ask me what i have learned in school this year..english has been the only adequate class all year. whatever tho..you do what ya gotta do to get through life and to build yaself up to where you wanna be. well basically im justt really happy that schools done!!! SENIORS 09'!! ..not that i really wanna go back there..but heyy. a year closer to graduationg nd going to college =)

Dance dancee danceee =)

Besides the auditions from tonite..im off to NY for 6 weeks..leaving saturday morning!

..Alvin Ailey Summer Dance Intensive!!..never thought i'd be doing something likee this. Sooo pumppeedd yet..im obv. prettty nervous. i guess anxiety can be good sometimes..lol. It'll do me good. =P i really can't believe im even doingg this. don't know whether to think six weeks is long or not.. i mean ill be doing what i love to do..DAY TO NIGHT,5 days a week!..nd then the weekends are minee =) i might try to come back for a weekend or so.. depending on how much i miss any of youu. =P Plus i've got one of my friends living in new york so that'll be fun* All by myselfff..good..but not always best. definitely gonna be even more independant from being over there.. excitedd to meet new people nd try new things.. not so much of a change--just adding more onto what i havee. well thatss it for noww..just getting out some fear and excitement. *People call if you're heading to NY at all..remember i get the weekends =)

Why Its--> "All Inside Out"

Firstt Blogg...

hmmm.. well letss explain my reasoning

for "All Inside Out".

Its pretty much a way of describing life. You never really know how things are gonna turn out in life..it can get dark. ((just lyke somethyn thats inside out--you don't notice that its inside out until you turn the lights back on)) So i guess the 'light' would basically symbolize the realization you'd have in life, and when it was to take place. And you'd never wanna wear your clothes inside out (unless it were to wish for a snow day.haa) but.. yea.. you'd obviously fix what you have on if you didn't like how you looked in your "suit" --life. So you fix it!! If you don't like something in ya life then why the hell would you just sit around waiting for something to happen?? It's not going to unless you make it* You make things go the way they work for you.. and if it's not working out, you do what you can to make it. Don't be satisfied with what's handed to you. Don't ever even be satisfied until you get to the top. Work for what you want and keep it when you get there. There's no point to keeping on that suit if its not working out with the rest of ya outfit.. get me?? Don't let it stay inside out. Fix it before it can't be.. and turn the 'light' back on!